Wednesday 22 March 2017

OMGWHATHAVEIBEENDOINGFORTHELAST10MONTHS

HIYA,

How are you? And I mean that as a genuine ‘how are you?’ not a ‘what are you up to right now?’ How are you? Drop me a message and let me know, maybe if you’re northern based we can go for a coffee (I drink coffee now, I am a new woman. I know this is not world bending news but as an avid tea-drinker, I never thought I might partake in a coffee or two a day.) and talk about it more (unless you’re a murderer then fuck off).

I recently took part in a project with Coney in Hexham along with 5 other fantastic local artists. The car rides home were just as fruitful as the sessions, as Millie Harris & Kat Pierce of Theatre Hoodang fame & I courageously, selflessly and hilariously embarked on single handedly (triple handedly?) addressing the fact that as artists, in our experiences, we are often only ‘semi-honest’ with ourselves and each other.

SO on the theme of honesty, I thought I would finally use this blog that has been rotting away in the depth of a garish floral square of the net to be honest about a few things.

As I haven’t used this platform in a very long time, I may just skim over a few things I hope to cover in more detail in a future post. On that note, I am making a March resolution right now, that I am going to aim to update this blog post weekly (or at least fortnightly), at least until my website is finished.

Read on for clumsy explanations, excuses, provocations and ponderings on why this hole in the internet has been absent of my ramblings for so long.

HERE GOES! SINCE MY LAST POST IN MAY 2016 (!!!!!!!!) I …

·         Am in a new relationship with someone who I’m not going to talk about on this area of the internet but does make AMAZING homemade pizza. Like seriously, why would I blog when there is dough-a-flippin’ in the kitchen????

·         TOOK ‘SACRE BLUE’ TO EDINBURGH FRINGE. This will almost definitely be a follow up blog post as it literally threw me off my practice for about 3 months and made me question EVERYTHING. I think under the circumstances, me and Tory made a really fun show that effected lots of people in lots of different ways and I am proud of the way that this work engaged with certain groups of people. There is also a whole load of other stuff that comes with this being my first solo work and something that was being a closely watched process by a lot of different people and I am not in a rush to revisit this show again any time soon. That being said, this was a really pivotal time in exploring what voice it is that needs to be put out into the world and I am grateful to all the people that helped make this happen.

·         MADE & TOURED ‘THE LAMPPOST PETITION’. This is the show that I did talk about in my last post almost a year ago. I had an absolute bloody BLAST making and touring this piece. I worked and collaborated with so many wonderful older people, chatted to so many great charity and social workers, had a brilliant team and a great time making this work as part of ‘Bridging the Gap’ scheme. This piece is the most completed out of all my previous works but still has stuff to be done to it. I am looking to tour this piece again VERY SOON.

·         GOT A CHRONIC CONDITION THAT MAKES ME VERY VERY TIRED & UNABLE TO WORK IN THE WAY I WAS PREVIOUSLY (BUT on the bright side and in the spirit of adapting & not getting too down about it I also…)

·         BECAME AN ASSOCIATE ARTIST OF ARC STOCKTON. Yay! Honestly, this venue and the people that make it are so so bloody important. Their ethos is just bang on and I am at my happiest working there and with them. This is what an arts centre should/could and can feel like.

·         MOVED INTO A NEW STUDIO. After realising that working from home was totally counterproductive as I am absolutely and irrationally obsessed with Undercover Boss USA, I spent a little bit of time hot-desking in the wonderful Greyscale Studio at Breeze Creative’s Bamburgh House. This was super lush as it proved to me that I absolutely do work better in a ‘place of admin work’. And then a studio became available at Space 6 in Commercial Union House where I could work surrounded by other great makey-people. So now I have my own space that I have spent the last couple of weeks painting, organising, wiggling round AND creating in. I bloody love it, I feel like a proper adult here. But in a cool ‘I can use this fancy hot water machine thing’ way rather than a scary ‘wtf is a tax return’ way. The amazing Amy Golding (Curious Monkey) and super lush Maria Crocker (The Letter Room) are currently waving at me through the window on their route to the kitchen.

·         SPENT A LOT OF TIME LEARNING. I’ve been trying to break away from my usual technique of WHACKING OUT A HUGE METAPHORICAL KNIFE AND STABBING IN THE DARK WHILST RUNNING AROUND SCREAMING and actually spend some time learning, workshopping and listening. I had a brilliant 2 days in Manchester with Scottee, a fab 2 days in York with York Theatre Royal & the Young Vic, an energising time in Hexham with Coney as well as taking part in workshops/discussions and surgeries more locally, in addition to helping artists earlier in their career than me and broadening my reading lists and inspirations.

·         BEEN WRITING. Short texts, manifesto’s, scripts, nonsense. All of it. Except blog posts, obv.

·         STARTED PERFORMING AT SPOKEN WORD NIGHTS AGAIN. As part of my own political activism I performed some poetry at Wearside Women in Need event in Sunderland, and out of this I have started performing a bit more locally. I also performed a piece about Brexit in Manchester as part of ‘True Tales: Undivided’.

·         BEGAN CREATING A NEW PIECE. Will there be stew…?’ is a piece I am currently in the early early stages of exploring. It is a sort-of follow up to The Lamppost Petition and will be looking at themes of heritage, home and Irish identity. I am absolutely buzzing because ARC have set me up with Deborah Pearson who is INCREDIBLE and she will be mentoring me throughout this process.

·         MAKING A WEBSITE. So I actually have some form of online presence outside of cat memes on twitter.

There ya go. That’s about it really. Oh yeah and trying to ignore the fact that the world is floating around like a crouton of despair in a soup of global chaos whilst still playing my small part in making it tastier. I don’t really know where I’m going with that metaphor but basically as you’ll all be more than aware of - things are odd right now & it’s hard to keep your head up when there’s so much to be done and it seems never ending.
So what’s next?

-          I’m performing an early collection and gathering of ideas at GIFT Festival (Gateshead International Festival of Theatre) on Friday 28th March. This will be in the form of a site specific live art durational performance at St Mary’s Heritage Centre and is free and open to all. I’ll also be performing my Brexit poem as an opening act for another piece of work the following day.

-          I’m working on a cabaret performance. Hopefully going to be working with Mother’s Ruin at ARC Stockton to create a short piece.

-          I’m working with another live artist to explore themes of happiness

-          I’m working with Coney and other local artists to create a piece for Hexham.

Hopefully write again before another 10 months passes. 

Chat soon bbz.

xoxoxoxo